|Posted by Life of a Teen on August 25, 2012 at 3:55 AM||comments (0)|
"I have this theory on parents...I think parents want you to appreciate the good things in life, but not do them."
Parents are driving me crazy as always...like seriously you say I'm old enough to live my own life but you won't let me live it how I want. Every thing I do is always wrong even when I am trying to do the right thing. Not only that but dare be in their crossfire when they're upset then you're completely screwed! And when they ask you why you are upset tw...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on August 20, 2012 at 1:50 AM||comments (0)|
Haven't written in a while but these are just thoughts that have been in my head for a while. Have been dying to write but ironically never have time or when I do get the chance my computer doesn't let me.
Men need to stop acting like boys or maybe all the "men" I know are boys? If that be the case you boys need to grow up because seriously us women are tired of depending on you when we are promised we can only to find out that you let us down yet again. I cannot trust any boys as far ...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on June 21, 2012 at 11:25 PM||comments (1)|
I haven't written in a while and in all honesty I don't know where to begin. I feel very lost at the moment. I'm upset and wound up so tight I fear I'm losing it. Watching Donnie Darko is not helping at all but I feel like I can relate to him so much. He is so different from everyone else in his town. I walk around sometimes wondering is this really me or am I just acting? For example, at church and in many other aspects of my life I feel like I am trying my very best to be a Godly person but...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on June 7, 2012 at 2:55 AM||comments (1)|
So lately I have been thinking a lot about New York and my dreams of traveling. I realize I have forgotten a lot about them and push them onto other subjects like instead of wanting to live there for a year while in school its turned to stop by on my honeymoon or something like that. But I love the city and want to be a part of it and considering the job that I am currently pursing it makes sense. If I work it right I can be in New York within a year or less but although its something on my h...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on June 4, 2012 at 3:45 AM||comments (0)|
Today has been very stressful, enlightening, and peaceful. I may be starting a new path in my life but I'm excited to see where it would take me. I've been freaking out for days and now that practically everything is dealt with and I've found out that I have 2 amazing friends my age and a bunch of great women to support me I feel better about my future. I fear a lot for his sake, simply because I know he won't seek the same fellowship that he desperately needs, and for my love ...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on January 22, 2012 at 5:25 PM||comments (0)|
I love him so much that I hold back all the little things I want to tell him. Like how not being able to say I love you expect when we are alone hurts. Or holding back my love for him. I know that it hurts him when I begin to tell him how I really feel so I simply tell him nevermind and push it back down into the dark pit where it came from. Because only there will I be able to say how I really feel towards everything and everyone. Like how it has always been my entire life and will always be...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on April 23, 2011 at 2:04 PM||comments (0)|
I lost my love officially. He hates me said so himself. No I'm not making this up so I can feel sorry for myself. He actually said it. We are broken up but we still messed around. It was just a time for us to have a break and relax a bit. He had internal and external struggles that were happening that kept fucking us over as did I. But in the end I always knew he would be there for me and eventually we would be back together. Now I have no idea what to do with my life let alone if I sho...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on December 24, 2010 at 12:12 AM||comments (0)|
"This is the message of Christmas: We are never alone."
~ Taylor Caldwell (1900-1985), English novelist.
So its almost Christmas and I'm not sure why but this year doesn't feel like Christmas. I'm really not sure what it is but I kind of feel a little alone. Its beyond weird because this year I have so many people around me to make happy and what not. I usually love the holidays but I can't simply stand it this year. Everything is beginn...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on July 26, 2010 at 2:48 AM||comments (0)|
So in fear of my boyfriend reading this I still need to write. I need to let this out one way or another and the people I normally talk to isnt able to come hang out which is what I really need. I am torn. Between two guys as always. There is always this one guy in the back of my mind in my heart always. No matter what even if I were engaged or married I will aways love him. Its wrong but this other guy, my current boyfriend, is amazing. I love him to death and will do anything for him. ...Read Full Post »
|Posted by Life of a Teen on July 19, 2010 at 3:29 PM||comments (0)|
So I havent been on in a long time. I really havent needed much to talk about. Time has passed and things have gotten better but there is still something that wants to pull me in. Into the darkness. I love being with my boyfriend he makes me so happy. I messed up once but I quickly realized that I cant afford to lose him. Recently I felt as though I messed up again but it turns out it was a trick to find out if I truly cared for my boyfriend the way I say I do. I love him with all my heart. B...Read Full Post »